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| 01.
I think you can't wait for someone to fly underneath you and save your life. I think you have to save yourself. 02.
And no I'm not afraid, at least not to die. I'm afraid to live and not remember why. 03.
Then I miss you. Then I don't. And I can't tell the fucking difference anymore. 04.
Listen, from the last time you looked at me I have already begun to chance so don't you decide what I can be. You've been describing a ghost. 05.
And sometimes, I don't know if there's anything more comforting than hearing someone's voice say: "I know, I know, I know" 06.
He took something from me. He took little pieces of me, little pieces over time, so small I didn't even notice, you know? He wanted me to be something I wasn't, and I made myself into something he wanted.
--Grey's Anatomy 07.
You didn't catch my eye right away, I won't deny this. But once you did, I swear I couldn't look away. 08.
I want to tell you that my heart is too heavy to hold but I like the sight of your fingers outstretched towards me too much to let you know. 09.
You treated me kind of shitty, you know. And I would have never done that to you... because I loved you. I guess I just thought you loved me too. 10.
I remember feeling low, I remember losing hope. I remember all the feelings and the day they stopped. 11.
I still don't know if this is a good quality or a bad one, to be able to be in the moment and then step out of it. Not just during sex, or while talking, or kissing. I don't deliberately pull away - I don't think I do - but I find myself suddenly on the outside, unable to lose myself in where I am. You catch me sometimes. You'll say I'm drifting off, and I'll apologise, trying to snap back into the present. But I should say this: Even when I detach, I care. You can be separate from something and still care about it. If I wanted to detach completely I would move my body away. I would stop the conversation mid-sentence. I would leave the bed. Instead, I hover over it for a second. I glance off in another direction. But I always glance back at you. 12.
She's the kind of girl a guy meets when he's too young, and he fucks up because there's too much living to do. But later he realises she's perfect. 13.
I love you so much, it hurts.
--Grey's Anatomy 14.
Whenever anyone says something really funny and I laugh, I always look around to see if you think it's funny too. Even when you're not there, I look around.
--Grey's Anatomy. 15.
When you talk about tomorrow, I'm not sure about today. When you tell me that you love me, what am I supposed to say? 16.
Just the sound of his voice twists in my stomach into a knot of unpleasant emotions like guilt, sadness and fear. And longing.
--Catching Fire 17.
We are the girls with anxiety orders, filled appointment books, five year plans. We take ourselves very, very seriously. We are the peacemakers, the do-gooders, the givers, the savers. We are on time, overly prepared, well read, and witty, intellectually curious, always moving... We pride ourselves on getting as little sleep as possible and thrive on self-deprivation. We drink coffee, a lot of it. We are on birth control, prozac and multi-vitamins... We are relentless, judgmental with ourselves and forgiving to others. We never want to be as passive-aggressive as our mothers and never want to marry men as uninspired as our fathers... We are the daughters of the feminists who said "You can be anything," and we heard "You have to be everything".
--Courtney Martin 18.
Now when I look at you I get this urge to walk up to you, put my hands on your shoulders and shake you. Why did you turn into something so cold and ugly? You were never like this before. I would do anything to have the old you back, cause I don't even know who you are anymore. 19.
This isn't a conversation about this being over, it's, it's... I'm not like putting a period at the end of this, you know, I'm putting like, an ellipsis on it, cause I'm... I'm... I'm worried that if I don't figure myself out, if I don't go like land on my own two feet then I'm just gonna mess this whole thing up, and this is too important. I gotta go... you changed my life in four days. This is the beginning of something really big. But right now, I gotta go. 20.
So here we both are battling similar demons, not coincidentally. You see in getting beyond knowing it solely intellectually you're not relinquishing your majesty. You are wise, you are warm, you are courageous. You are big and I love you more now than I have in my whole life. 21.
You think I want to look at you? That I wouldn't rather be looking at my boyfriend? I'm in a relationship. I have responsibilities. But he doesn't drive me crazy. He doesn't make it impossible for me to feel normal. He doesn't make me sick to my stomach about someone else touching him with her hands. I would give anything not to be looking at you. 22.
You're not friends. You'll never be friends. You'll be in love till it kills you both. You'll fight and you'll shag, and you'll hate each other till it makes you quiver. But you'll never be friend. Love isn't brains, children, it's blood. Blood screaming inside you to work its will. I may be love's bitch but at least I'm man enough to admit it. 23.
I do remember what I said. The promise. To protect her. If I'd have done that, even if I didn't make it, you wouldn't have had to jump. But I want you to know that I did save you. Not when it counted, of course, but after that. Every night after that. I'd see it all again, and do something different. Faster, or more clever, you know? Dozens of times, lots of different ways. Every night, I save you. 24.
I don’t want to be alone. I have never wanted to be alone. I fucking hate it. I hate that I have no one to talk to, I hate that I have no one to call, I hate that I have no one to hold my hand, hug me, tell me everything is going to be alright. I hate that I have no one to share my hopes and my dreams with, I hate that I no longer have any hopes or dreams, I hate that I have no one to tell me to hold on, that I can find them again. I hate that when I scream, I scream bloody murder, that I am screaming into emptiness. I hate that there is no one to hear my scream and that there is no one to help me learn how to stop screaming. I hate that what I have turned to in my lonliness lives in a pipe or bottle. I hate that what I have turned to in my lonliness is killing me, has already killed, or will kill me soon. I hate that I will die alone. I will die alone in my horror. More than anything all I have ever wanted is to be close to someone. More than anything, all I have ever wanted is to feel as if I wasn’t alone. 25.
That's great. It's nice. You've moved on. I can't. You found someone new. I'm not allowed to, remember? I see you again, it cuts me up inside. And the person I share that with is me. You don't know me anymore, so don't come down here with your great new life and expect me to do things you way. Go home. 26.
Sometimes I think too much. And when I think too much, I can't come back. It's really hard sometimes, but I guess you get used to it after a while. 27.
The downside of coming off junk was I knew I would need to mix with my new friends again in an awful state of full consciousness. It was awful. They reminded me so much of myself, I could hardly bear to look at them. 28.
I want to live inside your delicate bones, melt into you like a second skin. I want to love you so terribly. 29.
I'm stuck between the person I am, the person I want to be and the person I'm becoming and I don't know what to do. 30.
Because my heart broke into pieces and I don’t think I was ever sure of how to put them back together. | | |
| 01.
If I knew you’d understand, I’d do my best to explain. I’d start from square one and unravel all the details and whispers that held it all together. I’d explain until my eyes grew tired and wet and I’d only stop when you’d ask me to. If you knew, I think you’d understand and see that maybe I’m not such a god damn mess. But you tell me that I am, and maybe you’re right. 02.
I was scared. You made me feel things. I am so sorry. I am so sorry. 03.
When I was with him, I didn't have to be perfect, or even try for perfect. He already knew my secrets, the things I'd kept hidden from everyone else, so I could just be myself. Which shouldn't have been that big a deal. But it was.
--Sarah Dessen. 04.
I spent my whole life wanting something and doing my very best not to find it. Never even going near the places it might be. And suddenly I got the goddamn thing practically chained around my neck. You, you're the goddamn thing. 05.
When I see you, the world stops. It stops and all that exists for me is you and my eyes staring at you. There's nothing else, no noise, no other people, no thoughts or worries, no yesterday, no tomorrow. The world just stops, and it is a beautiful place, and there is only you. Just you, and my eyes staring at you. 06.
The truth is, I have a bad habit of comparing myself to others. There's always someone with a better smile, nicer clothes, a skinnier waist, brighter eyes, amazing hair. I put myself down all the time. I can never be happy with the way I look at all. I'm self-conscious and that's probably the number one thing I want to change about me. 07.
Years from now, you will find that the things you held dear, were all trivial to the core. All of those silly little things you cared about meant nothing, and the naive quest for perfecttion was a giant waste of time. I wish you well on your pursuit of being. 08.
I met a man once who told me that people who stare out of windows are not content with life. I did not believe him. But lately I've been staring out a lot of windows. I feel like I'm waiting for something, for the trees to sprout new leaves, for the clouds to make their way across the sky, for something to tell me where I'm supposed to be going. When that man told me of the people staring out of windows, I thought he was crazy. I am beginning to believe him. 09.
I just want to feel whole and beautiful. Like how I imagine all the places I'll move to. Perfect and soft in these visions. 10.
You can't reach into my life anymore, not unless I let you. You're gone, and I'm so over missing you. 11.
I'm not good at telling stories, I am a messy eater, half the time I don't make sense. And I know I frustrate you a lot. But I do adore you. 12.
Relationships fail not because they are destined to fail. They fail because one of the two, or both, made a choice to give up. 13.
It was the kind of kiss that made me realise that I was never so happy in my whole life.
--Stephen Chbosky 14.
I don't think you meant to hurt me. I don't think you thought about my at all, you only thought about yourself. 15.
I love you, and I'm always gonna love you. But I don't want to love you. I want to be happy.
--Grey's Anatomy 16.
I can't stand the loneliness I feel when your fingers aren't between mine. 17.
Like I said, disappearances happen. Pains... go phantom. Blood... stops running. And people... people fade away. There's more I have to say. So much more. But... I've disappeared.
--Grey's Anatomy 18.
She was desperate and she was choosey at the same time, and in a way, beautiful, but she didn't have quite enough going for her to become what she imagined herself to be.
--Charles Bukowski 19.
I'm in love with him. Despite all the bad he's done, I can't help it. I'm in love with him.
--Gilmore Girls 20.
I went crazy when I was with you. I can't let that happen again. Love's not supposed to do that! You made me go mad.
--Skins 21.
Nothing slowly clotting my arteries. Nothing slowly numbing my soul. Caught by nothing, saying nothing, nothingness becomes me. When I am nothing they will, surprised, in the way that they are forever surprised 'But there was nothing the matter with her.' 22.
In a strange way, I had fallen in love with my depression. Dr Sterling was right about that. I loved it because I thought it was all I had. I thought depression was the part of my character that made me worthwhile. I thought so little of myself, felt that I had such scant offerings to give to the world, that the one thing that justified my existence at all was my agony.
--Elizabeth Wurtzel my tumblr :) | | |
| 01.
Of course you're going to get your heart broken. And it isn't just going to happen once, but a lot. That's just part of growing up, and it makes you stronger. Then you can handle it better next time. You may not get through it yourself, but your friends will help you through it. And you'll be a stronger person because of it, then one day someone will come along and it'll all pay off. And no one will ever break your heart again. 02.
At some point you will realise that you have done too much for someone, that the only next possibly step to do is stop. Leave them alone. Walk away. It's not like you're giving up, and it's not like you didn't try. It's just that you have to draw the line of determination from desperation. What is truly yours will eventually be yours, and what is not, no matter how hard you try, will never be. 03.
Relationships aren't supposed to be easy. I'm willing to make it work if you are. As long as you put in effort, I will too. I don't like it when people give up so easily. I don't think there's ever really a right 'time' to let someone go. If they mean something to you, you should try your hardest to keep them in your life no matter what. No one said finding the right person for you was a walk in the park. 04.
But, if you lose your love, if you think you're losing your love, then suddenly nothing else matters.
-Grey's Anatomy 05.
And the worst thing is, you can't tell. You can't tell that the person beside you may be heartbroken. You can't tell if they are hurting all over. You can't tell if they're struggling to smile. You can't tell if they just want to break down and cry. And the sad thing is; they wish you could tell. 06.
Been biting my tongue so the words I really want to say won't find their way out. 07.
Let's just be honest. I'm not leaving for some new perspective or to get a new start. I'm leaving because I can't look at you anymore without my heart breaking.
-One Tree Hill 08.
How do you do that? Act like you don't care, like you don't feel anything? Because I can't do that. I feel. I feel everything. 09.
When I'm around you- I don't know, I don't feel like I have to suck in my guy or pretend to be smooth. I still feel nervous like I want to impress you, but I know I don't have to. I can be lame around you because you're lame too. That just feels nice. For the first time in a long time I don't feel like dying. 10.
I meant to say, "Please stay." That's all I could think in my head. But I could feel my lips open and I could hear myself say "Alright. Go then. Bye." 11.
If I could I would shrink myself and sink through your skin to your blood cells and remove whatever makes you hurt. 12.
I hate how you act like I'm asking for so much when all I want is for you to give a fuck about me. 13.
But girls freak in. They absorb the pain and bitterness and keep sponging it up until they drown. 14.
Cause when I look to the sky, something tells me you're here with me and you make everything alright. When I feel like I'm lost, something tells me you're here with me and I can always find my way when you are here. 15.
I miss the words I love, the words you did not say. And there's the kiss you never, never gave away. There goes the sun, oceans away. The days drag on, when you're gone, when you're gone. I thought that we could make it all the way. 16.
And if we feel the silence holding this all inside us, looking for something more to say. I don't know where i'm going, only where I've been, but you move through my soul like a hurricane wind. We've been lost for so long, I don't know how to get back again. And we're drowning in the water that flows under this bridge, when you're fighting the current you forget how to live. And I wanted to reach you, but I don't know where to begin. 17.
You say you're looking for happiness, but when it comes you run away from it. You tell yourself you don't deserve it. There's not much more that I can do, now the rest is up to you. Until you love yourself, you'll never change. 18.
You know it tears me up inside to see the feelings that you hide, hide inside that empty bottle. I wish you saw how great you were, I wish you saw what life was worth. 19.
Cause everything must belong somewhere. Just like the gold around her fingers and the silver in his hair. Yeah, everything must belong somewhere. I know that now, that's why I'm staying here. 20.
Cause when I wake from dreaming, it's then I'm most alive. Eyelids barely open, no words spoken, oh but you were by my side. 21.
Straight up now tell me do you really wanna love me forever? Or is it just a hit and run? 22.
You are so fucking blind to what is right here in front of you. 23.
The worst part is like that the end of the day you were one of my best friends and I feel like I've completely lost that. 24.
I'm so unprepared so here's your valentine, a bouquet of clumsy words, a simple melody. The worlds an ugly place but you're so beautiful to me. 25.
I like who I am when I'm with you, and I know you feel something too. Nobody else can make me even half the person I am when I'm with you. Because it's there between you and me, you can't deny that. Please know that I am forever changed because of who you are and what you mean to me. 26.
I'm dressed up tonight, just to look pretty in your eyes. And even though I don't know anything, I want to tell you everything. 27.
I think that you should give me a second chance, or eleventh or twelfth or wherever we were at. I think that I adore you, every faucet of your mind, every awkward flaw in you, so much it scares the hell out of me. 28.
Here's to all the places we went and all the places we'll go and here's to me, whispering again and again and again: I love you.
-An Abundance of Katherines by John Green 29.
Unless it's mad, passionate, extraordinary love, it's a waste of your time. There are too many mediocre things in life. Love shouldn't be one of them.
-Dreams for an Insomniac 30.
But I didn't understand then. That I could hurt somebody so badly she would never recover. That a person can, just by living, damage another human being beyond repair.
-Haruki Murakami 31.
We had the best years of our lives, but you and I will never be the same. September took me by surprise and I was left to watch the seasons change. It's been so quiet since you've gone and everyday feels more like a year. Sometimes I wish I could move on, the memories would all just disappear. So many things I should've said when I had the chance, so many times we took it all for granted. I never thought this could ever end, I never thought i'd lose my best friend, everything is different now, can we stop the world from turning? I never thought I'd have to let you go, I never thought I'd ever feel this low, I wish I could go back, can we stop the world from turning? 32.
Do you want to know the truth? I'm scared okay? I'm terrified to get close to you because I don't want to get my heart broken. I'm afraid if we take this further, I'm just going to get hurt and to be honest, I don't think I could take that. | | |
| 01.
I do not care what car you drive, where you live. If you know someone who knows someone who knows someone. If your clothes are this years cutting edge. If your trust fund is unlimited. If you are an A-list, B-list or never heard of you list. I only care about the words that flutter from your mind. They are the only thing you truly own. The only thing I will remember by you. I will not fall in love with your bones and skin. I will not fall in love with the places you have been. I will not fall in love with anything but the words that flutter from your extraordinary mind. 02.
Another shot of whiskey, can't stop looking at the door. Wishing you'd come sweeping in like you did before, and I wonder if I ever cross your mind? For me it happens all the time. It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now. Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now.
-Need you now by Lady Antebellum 03.
She's a human traffic accident and everybody's slowing down to look at the wreckage.
-Grey's Anatomy. 04.
I'm scared as hell to want you. But here I am, wanting you anyway. And fear means I have something to lose, right? And I don't want to lose you.
-Grey's Anatomy. 05.
You're untrustworthy so I don't want to see you. You're self-centred so I don't want to see you. I am a hundred percent certain that if I let you back in my life again you will hurt me again, so I don't want to see you.
-Grey's Anatomy. 06.
Be soft. Do not let the world make you hard. Do not let the pain make you hate. Do not let the bitterness steal your sweetness. Take pride that even though the rest of the world may disagree, you still believe it to be a beautiful place. 07.
You know what I'm scared of? I'm scared of everything! I'm scared to move. I've scared to breathe. I'm scared to tough you. I can't lose you. I won't survive. And that's your fault. You made me love you, you made me let you in. And then you freakin' died in my arms!
-Grey's Anatomy. 08.
I don't know what happened to us but now we don't exist. There's you and there's me and there's the state lines between California and Texas and there's the stars that we both look at but there is not an us anymore. Not that us ever really existed, but I must admit it was so lovely to hold on the tip of my tongue and so pleasant to think of I just pretended it did. You couldn't commit to anyone who had uncontrollable bouts of instability and I couldn't be in love with someone if I didn't know what love is. 09.
You can't force a feeling, you can't make someone stay when all they want to do is leave. 10.
You do the shittiest things to the people you love the most. That's just the way it is. You always hurt the people you care about most. 11.
Do you know what's worse than telling someone that you don't love them anymore? Trying to explain to yourself how you could fall in love with someone who doesn't love you back. 12.
We'll put that old record on and dance to your favourite song, the one that I wish I made but wouldn't ever play because of the war in me that killed my self-esteem. But somehow when I'm with you, my state of mind improves. 13.
The problem with time, I've learned, whether it's those first two weeks I got to spend with you, or the final two months I got to spend with him, eventually time always runs out. I have no idea where you are out there in the world, John. But I understand that I lost the right to know these things long ago. No matter how many years go bye, I know one thing to be true as ever was - I'll see you soon then.
-Dear John. 14.
Letting you go was the worst thing I've ever done. It's the most painful thing I've ever done.
-Grey's Anatomy. 15.
And when you're sitting on the road crying over what feels like the end of the best god damn thing you ever had - well, at least you had it. 16.
Dare I say I miss him? I do. I miss him. I still see him in my dreams. They are nightmares mostly, but nightmares tinged with love. Such is the strangeness of the human heart
-Yann Martel 17.
Slow down you crazy child, take the phone off the hook and disappear for a while. It's alright, you can afford to miss a day or two. When will you realise, Vienna waits for you? 18.
You say I'm the one who shut everyone out. Well maybe, but you didn't try very hard to stay in. No phone calls or conversations came my way, but I guess that's my fault too. I'm the reason I'm unhappy right? 19.
I love you. Not like they told you what love is, and I didn't know this either, but love doesn't make things nice. It ruins everything. It breaks your heart. It makes a mess. We aren't here to make things perfect. The snowflakes are perfect. The stars are perfect. Not us. Not us! We are here to ruin ourselves and to break hearts and love the wrong people and die. The story books are bullshit.
-Moonstruck. 20.
This is the least that I can do, but you know I'm bad at calling you. The best way I can extent the lonely words 'I miss you'. I'll just say it but I'm sure you know, you're what I look most forward to. And coming back to where I've been, I'll just leave it at this: I'm sure you always feel my eyes on you, but I hope that you never feel unwanted. 21.
Brushing my hair, do I look perfect? I forgot what to do to fit the mould. The more I try the less it's working, cause everything inside me screams no.
-Who You Are by Jessie J 22.
I can see the wait there in your eyes, I can see the thorn in your sides. Your knuckles are bruised from a losing fight. One way down a dead end street, broken glass underneath your feet. You think the day won't break the sunless night. The sun will rise, the sun will rise when you've lost your light. The sun will rise. It'll be alright.
-The Sun Will Rise by Kelly Clarkson tumblr! | | |
| 01.
I'm sorry that sometimes I'm not enough. 02.
I want to go away for awhile and think. Maybe when I come back I'll find the answer I'm looking for. 03.
I think about how much depends upon a best friend. When you wake up in the morning you swing your legs out of bed and you put your feet on the ground and you stand up. You don't scoot to the edge of the bed and look down to make sure the floor is there. The floor is always there. Until it's not. 04.
There's a reason people like you and I find each other. Maybe it's God, maybe it's fate. But I know it's not an accident I found you. 05.
"Why are you doing this?" She spoke as if not expecting a response. Her voice penetrated the still air of our speechless drive, so suddenly that my heart had jumped. "I'm not doing anything," I said, but I didn't even believe that myself. "This is what's best, for me, for you, for us," or maybe just for me I thought as a tear formed in the pit of her eye. The music poured through the speakers and we were losing ourselves in the cadence. She looked down momentarily and closed her eyes for a bit longer than a standard blink. Then she was crying. Then she was shouting. Then I was shouting, now pouring confessions, having no answers, or solutions. We barely even knew the questions.
-The Approaching Curve by Rise Against 06.
This morning I was going to come over. I was going to say... What I wanted to say way... But now all I can say is that... I'm in love with you. I've been in love with you for... ever. I'm a little late. I know I'm a little late in telling you that. I... I just... I just want you to take your time, you know? Take all the time you need, because you have a choice to make. And when I had a choice to make. I chose wrong.
-Grey's Anatomy. 07.
Do forgive me for being so cliché this evening, but I often wonder if it's possible that your heart can break and shatter so beautifully that when the time comes to put it back together, that you cannot find all the pieces. Then I think that what if that missing piece of your heart has lodged itself into someone else's chest and is sunken deep inside that person's heart. Such a lovely, calming thought. Two hearts beating next to each other. 08.
What you did was unforgivable. You knew what you were doing and you knew it would hurt me, but somehow that still didn't stop you. 09.
"What about you? Are you the happiest and the saddest right now that you've ever been?", "Of course I am." "Why?" "Because nothing makes me happier and nothing makes me sadder than you". 10.
Fuck her. Fuck her for getting in that cab. Fuck her for fucking with my mind. Fuck her for not knowing what she wants. Fuck her for dragging me into it. Fuck her for being such a fantastic kisser. Fuck her for ruining my favourite band. Fuck her for barely saying a word to me before she left. Fuck her for not waving. Fuck her for getting my hopes up. Fuck her for making my hopes useless. Fuck her for taking off with my fucking jacket. Fuck me. Fuck me for always getting into situations like this. Fuck me for caring. Fuck me for not knowing the words that would've made her stay. Fuck me for not knowing what I want. Fuck me for wavering. Fuck me for not kissing her back the right way. Fuck me for getting my hopes up. Fuck me for not having more realistic hopes. Fuck me for giving her my fucking jacket. Fuck. 11.
All you can do is be brave enough to get out there. You fought, you loved, you lost. Walk tall.
-Grey's Anatomy 12.
I wanted the the hard, disgusting, saddening and empowering truth. The kind of truth that makes you seem like a lunatic to people. The truth that keeps you so heavily dosed on some sort of narcotic so you don't lose your sanity. 13.
All the books you started reading, all the boys you started seeing, every half completed sentiment that you always meant to say, get stuck inside a memory, like a miracle unfinished and you only feel like going back to where there's no place to stay. 14.
There is something so terrible about the way I love you. I love you in crashing waves and unexpected passion. I love you in aches and pains and mood swings and distance and doing my best not to care. I love you awfully, I love you terribly and horrible and I am trying not to love at all. 15.
I wanna hold your hand so I can pull you out of loneliness that shrouds your head in the late nights when the world comes in too soon. 16.
We mistake sex for romance. Guys are taught that pushing a girl against a wall is romance. Sex is easy, you can do it with anyone, yourself, with batteries. Romance is when someone you like walks into a room and they take your breath away. Romance is when two people are dancing and they fit together perfectly. Romance is when two people are walking next to each other and all of a sudden they find themselves holding hands and they don't know how that happened.
-John C. Moffi. 17.
If it makes you less sad, we'll start talking again. You can tell me how vile I already know I am. 18.
Because my heart broke into pieces and I don't think I was ever sure of how to put them back together. 19.
You want to know what I'm scared of? I'm scared of everything! I'm scared to move! I'm scared to breathe! I'm scared to touch you! I can't lose you. I won't survive. And that's your fault. You made me love you. You made me let you in and then you freaking died in my arms.
-Grey's Anatomy. 20.
I think we like to complicate things when it is really quite simple; find what it is that makes you happy and who it is that makes you happy and you're set. Promise. 21.
You want me to be honest? I did love you, I loved you more than anything. I don't care what you do now. I don't care if you drink until you pass out. I don't care how much you smoke. I want you to live your life without my help and we'll see how far you get. You're a fucked up kid, so when everything comes crashing down, don't come to me again. I've been through hell these past years for you. I know you say you don't care and that you're doing fine, but we both know that's a lie. You know you've messed everything up, you're just too scared to admit it. You have a hard exterior, I'll give you that. But baby, you don't have the balls to back it up. 22.
Keep your head up, it's a line she's heard again and again. But she's been drowning so long, not sure if she still knows how to swim. She's struggling, gasping for air, waiting for the kind of calm that will never come. 23.
I don't know how to tell you how bring my mind shines when I read your name or when someone on the bus wears the same cologne as you and I smell it. 24.
Oh can't you tell I haven't slept very well since the last time we spoke, you said "Please understand, if I see you again, don't even say hello, please."
-Mayday Parade 25.
You deserve to be with somebody who makes you happy. Somebody who's not gonna complicate your life. Somebody who won't hurt you.
-Grey's Anatomy 26.
I think it's better to have someone. Even if it hurts. Even if it's the most painful thing you have to do. Even if it's the most painful thing you ever have to do. I think it's better to have someone. 27.
I'm still mad at you and I don't know if I trust you, I wanna trust you, but I don't know if I do. So I'm just gonna try, I'm gonna try and trust you. Because I believe we can be extraordinary together rather than ordinary apart. 28.
But you didn't have to cut me off and make out like it never happened and that we were nothing. And I don't even need your love, but you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough. | | |
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